Starting Over - Macklemore & Ryan Lewis/Ben Bridwell
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One two now that's three plus years I was so proud of
一年,现在两年,再加上三年,我就会很自豪
And I threw 'em all away for two styrofoam cups
为了两只泡沫塑料杯子,我把它们都扔了
The irony: everyone will think that he lied to me;
讽刺的是,每个人都认为他在对我撒谎
Made my sobriety so public--there's no f**king privacy
让我清醒,这儿根本没有该死的隐私
If I don't talk about it then I carry a date:
如果我不谈论这个问题,我就得在2008年10月8日这一天实施
A 08-10-08 that now has been changed
现在一切都变了
And when they put me in some box as a saint
他们把我像一个圣徒一样带进包厢
That I never was it's the false prophet that never came
这是他们错误的预言
And will they think that everything that I written has all been fake
他们会觉得我写的一切都是都是虚假的吗
Or will I just take my slip to the grave
或者我的错误会带我去见阎王吗
Uh what the f**k are my parents gonna say
我该死的父母都在说些什么
The success story that got his life together and changed
成功的故事让他的生活改变了
And you know what pain looks like
你知道疼痛的滋味
When you tell your dad to relapsed
当你叫你父亲故态复萌
Then look him directly into his face
就直接看他的脸
The seat on your shoulders the seemingly heavy weight
坐在你肩膀上,看似很重
I haven't seen tears like this on my girl in a while
我从没看见过眼泪在我宝贝脸上流淌,哪怕是一刻
The trust that I once built's been betrayed
我建立的信念也遭到了背叛
But I'd rather live telling the truth than be judged for my mistakes
但我宁愿活着是讲真话而不愿为我的错误做辩解
Than falsely held up given props loved and praised
或者错误地提出,给论据,爱或赞美
I guess I gotta get this on the page
我猜这些要被记载入史册
Feeling sick and helpless lost the compass where self is
显病态或感到无助时,我迷失了航向
I know what I gotta do and I can't help it
我知道我该怎么做,我只是情不自禁
One day at a time is what they tell us
他们告诉我,每天都要一点点进步
Now I gotta find a way to tell them
现在我要用一种新的方式来告诉他们
God help em
上帝偏爱我们
One day at a time is what they tell us
他们告诉我,每天都要一点点进步
Now I gotta find a way to tell them
现在我要用一种新的方式来告诉他们
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We fell so hard
我们如此艰辛
Now we gotta get back what we lost lost
我们要重拾我们失去的东西
I felt you'd go
你该走了
But you were with me all along along
但你却一直陪着我
And every kid that came up to me
向我涌来的每个孩子
And said I was the music they listened to
说我就是他们美妙的音乐
When they first got clean
当他们第一次洗完澡
Now look at me a couple days sober
现在看着我,清醒了好几天
I'm fighting demons back of that meeting on the east side
我在和魔鬼作斗争,在东边会议的后面
Shaking tweakin' hope that they don't see it
摇动,调整,希望他们没有看见
Hope that no one is looking
希望没人在关注
That no one recognizes that failure under that hoodie
没人认出连帽衫下的失败
Was posted in the back with my hands crossed shooken
被放在我的手的后面,我的手交叉,颤抖
If they call on me I'm passing;
如果他们叫了我,我会当自己是路过的
If they talk to me I'm booking out that door
如果他们对我讲话,我会关上门
But before I can make it somebody stops me
但在我这样做之前,有人阻止了我
And says are you Macklemore
然后问我是克尔摩吗
Maybe this isn't the place or time
或许时间或地点不对
I just wanted to say that if it wasn't for Otherside
我只想说这不是另一边的原因
I wouldn't have made it
我还没有做好
I just look down at the ground and say "Thank you "
我只是看着地面说:谢谢你
She tells me she has nine months and that she's so grateful
她告诉她有了九个月然后她很感激
Tears in her eyes looking like she's gonna cry f**k
她泪眼汪汪,看上去她要哭了,该死的!
I barely got 48 hours treated like I'm some wise monk
我勉强用48个小时陪她,像智僧一样
I wanna tell her I relapsed but I can't
我想告诉她我想故态复萌,但是我不行
I just shake her hand and tell her congrats
我只是和她握了手,祝贺她
Get back to my car and I think I'm tripping yea
然后回到车上,我想我要走了
'Cause God wrote 'Otherside' that pen was in my hand
因为上了写了一首歌:另一面,那支钢笔在我手心上
I'm just a flawed man man I f**ked up up
我只是个有缺陷的男人,乱糟糟的
Like so many others I just never thought I would
像别人一样,我从没想过我会选择
I never thought I would didn't pick up the book
不去捡起那本书
Do in it by myself didn't turn out that good
自欺欺人吧,不会再去看那货物
If I can be an example of getting sober
如果我能越来越清醒
Then I can be an example of starting over
我就能从头来过
If I can be an example of getting sober
如果我能越来越清醒
Then I can be an example of starting over
我就能从头来过
We fell so hard
我们如此艰辛
Now we gotta get back what we lost lost
我们要重拾我们失去的东西
I felt you'd go
你该走了
But you were with me all along along
但你却一直陪着我
We fell so hard
我们如此艰辛
Now we gotta get back what we lost lost
现在我们要重拾我们失去的东西