******' New Year - 백예린 (白艺潾)
Lyrics by:백예린
Composed by:백예린
Arranged by:백예린/구름
Still don't understand why you wanted to help me
The long nights I spent praying for someone to hold me up still
I'm so afraid I might ever lose control
Ever let myself go somewhere far from home
Ta da dada da da
Got weak and old
Another godd**n year
I got no new attitude for this ******* new year
Got smaller and bruised
Another scar on the wrist
Can't be on good behavior in this ******* new love
Some say god gives you another chance
I try so hard to live but my heart says let it go away
Let it go to heaven
I don't know if I still have a chance to be forgiven or forgive
You say I'll be surely okay
But I now realize that even doctors lie
Tryna' save me
Tryna' save a fool like me
Got weak and old
Another godd**n year
I got no new attitude for this ******* new year
Got smaller and bruised
Another scar on the wrist
Can't be on good behavior in this ******* new love
Please don't save me
Don't even try to save me
Please don't save me
You don't even try to save me